Bust!!!

So he was a total bust! I hate guys!!!! I have definitely given up on guys! It happens right!!! I really just want to give people advice and sit on my butt and not worry bout my life!!!!! I'm not sure if I can deal with it thou!!!!

Can't Stop Smiling!!

Okay so I left off in my romantic life as a wreck. So after my last post I had a little more drama and then about a week or two later I was done with them. I was putting more of myself into school and work. I wasn't having any time to do anything else. Until someone from this school started to talk to me more than usual. He started flirting with me at school a few days ago and we text almost non-stop out of school. Yes I was really happy yesterday when he said he really likes me. It made my whole day. I couldn't stop smiling! When I thought it couldn't get any better this morning, HE KISSED ME!!!!!! I think I'm falling for him, and the good thing is we are friends already and usually I wait until I'm friends with them so we have a foundation. Also that way when we break up we can still be friends, although this time I don't know if we will break up......we might, but for now I can't stop smiling!

Advertisements

This picture is an example of a repetition advertisement. There are peace signs all over it and the message is saying we all may not have peace, but when we do we should celebrate. When you see a repetition message, people tend to see it more and the more you see it the more you will think about it. Therefore you consider all the possibilities.This picture is an example of a bandwagon advertisement. When you see all the names on the picture and you see what it say, well you think about how the war is effecting us. Then you think about how many people signed this and you think wow, I should want to stop the war too.


This is an example of transfer advertising. You have a celebrity, which mine is an unrealistic person and then you use them to advertise to drink milk. The celebrity does not say anything, the advertisement is just written down. I think when using the Hulk it was a little intimidating, but it also makes you thirsty for milk.

Insane Asylum in Evansville

Oh my gosh, it was amazing! My cousin freaked out and wouldn't even go through the first door. A fake Fredy Krueger chased her out to the parking lot and then a guy from the slaughter house jumped in her way. She started freaking so bad that all the people took off their masks to try to calm her down. My aunt had to calm her down so my cousin was in tears. The guy from the slaughter house was super hot and comforted her while we went through, then he asked for her number. Then through the whole thing Pinhead wouldn't leave my sister alone, but she told off the clown so he left us alone. Pinhead followed all the way out the door. I hadn't laughed so hard in forever. I was laughing at all the people. I only screamed three times. Over all I had a blast and loved it.

Bombed

Well I definitely just bombed my speech. I knew that speech inside and out and I don't know what happened. I knew I needed a little nudge, but I'm not sure what happened. I feel as if I let everyone down, honestly that doesn't mean to much to me, but I let myself down because I know I could have done that. I felt a panic attack coming on so I left the room and the next thing I know I was getting very close to hyperventilating. Mrs. Sims came to the rescue on that part. For that I thank you, but I feel awful. If she wouldn't have showed up I would have ended up having another panic attack. I don't know how I'm going to stop myself from having those all the time.

Sad

Well I went to see him. He said he loved me and I said it back. I cried and I do love him, but I don't know if I can handle only being able to see him once a week for ten years.

GRR!!

Well Mrs. Sims why did you leave so much for us to do today. I hope I did good on it, but I was in a hurry so sorry if I didn't. So I'm really tired and want to go home. Last night my co-workers said they can tell everything is getting to me. One of them even helped me with my work so I could leave and get an extra hour of sleep. It was nice of him. well class is over, and I'm bout to fall asleep.

Scared...

Today is the day I get to go see the first ex and to clarify, the second ex and I won't be getting back together because he is happy with someone else and the friend of the second ex is a player and I don't want to mess with that. The first ex is off limits because he is in jail. Ok now I'm scared because this feels like I'm going to see him for the first time. It will be the first time since he went to jail. I'm excited also, but I have so many scarrs from him. He would be my first love and he hurt me so many times. I don't know what I'm going to say to him or what he is say to me. Don't get me wrong I still love him but does he love me?

Confused

So my first boyfriend that messed up that is in jail wants me to come see him tomorrow. You already know that, but what you don't know, the boyfriend that I recently broke up with asked me to bring his stuff back yesterday. I seen him for about twenty minutes. I felt at peace with him, you know how you feel safe with one person, well that's how I feel when I'm around him. All I kept thinking was, I wish you would hold me. Then he said he had to go meet his new girlfriend...I felt like he stomped on my heart. It was as if he was trying to hurt me. So the next thing I knew I was at work texting him, and asking him to set me up with his best friend. He said that he thought it would be good. So now I don't know what I am doing or what I'm going to do when his friend calls me tonight after work. I'm really confused. I want both of my ex-boyfriends and apparently the friend wants me. If anyone has advice comment me.

Someone Else

When was the last time
I cried over someone else?
It feels like a crime
To love someone else

That someone
Was the person
I had fun
With everyday

I was happy
Surprisingly someone else was better
I could actually be me
Now I'm unknown

Someone else freed
The heart you locked up
Now I bleed
My tears for him

This someone
Made me happy
Now he is done
With me because of you

Fantasy

What do I want in life?
I want us to be together
But your knife
Severed any hope

You messed up
So I guess all thats left
Is to look in the cup
Of fantasy

The fantasy of us
Is in there
You and I don't fuss
We are happy together

You didn't become
Something bad
What happened to overcome
Yourself, to not hurt me?

I wish we could
Be like that
I'm not sure you even would
But it can't really happen anymore

If you want to try
To fix us
And promise not to lie
I'm open to anything

Puzzled

Its one of those days, I'm so tired, but so happy. My ex boyfriend decided he wanted me to come see him in jail. He messed up and he knows it, but for some reason I still love him and I think he still loves me. I don't know what I will say to him though. I guess we will find out next Wed. when I go see him.

"In the End" by LIncoln Park

"Your a Jerk" by New Boys

Writers on Writing

Broken Heart

guitarcenterpieces.com
This is another representation of my likes. I love pink as well as blue, and when you have a guitar around me I can't resist, I really want to play it. I can't play very well yet, I'm still learning my scales.

layoutsparks.com

Well first of all blue is my favorite color, and I love fire, and roses. This photo represents my likes. I think the black background makes the picture even better.

fanpop.com

This is the image every girl wishes she could be in. Where the guys makes her happier than anything. Where your world is nothing with out them. Thats real love.

superlative1.wordpress.com

This image represents me because I'm still hurt. I let one guy have my whole heart and I still can't get over him. He isn't the only one to break my heart and my heart still has many holes in it.

First Blog

Wow, so this is the real deal, I have never done anything like this. It is definitely weird. So my name is Tori, I really like poetry. My friends usually have me read their poetry and I love to write myself. Now I don't like what I write so much, but sometimes others do. Well this blog was created, because it is an English class project. I am 17, I have 7 cats, 3 dogs. I have a little sister, she is sweet sometimes. I work in fast food, and I work all the time. Most people say I am a workaholic, but I love to work most of the time. Well class is almost over so I must get ready to go to another class.