Insane Asylum in Evansville

Oh my gosh, it was amazing! My cousin freaked out and wouldn't even go through the first door. A fake Fredy Krueger chased her out to the parking lot and then a guy from the slaughter house jumped in her way. She started freaking so bad that all the people took off their masks to try to calm her down. My aunt had to calm her down so my cousin was in tears. The guy from the slaughter house was super hot and comforted her while we went through, then he asked for her number. Then through the whole thing Pinhead wouldn't leave my sister alone, but she told off the clown so he left us alone. Pinhead followed all the way out the door. I hadn't laughed so hard in forever. I was laughing at all the people. I only screamed three times. Over all I had a blast and loved it.

Bombed

Well I definitely just bombed my speech. I knew that speech inside and out and I don't know what happened. I knew I needed a little nudge, but I'm not sure what happened. I feel as if I let everyone down, honestly that doesn't mean to much to me, but I let myself down because I know I could have done that. I felt a panic attack coming on so I left the room and the next thing I know I was getting very close to hyperventilating. Mrs. Sims came to the rescue on that part. For that I thank you, but I feel awful. If she wouldn't have showed up I would have ended up having another panic attack. I don't know how I'm going to stop myself from having those all the time.

Sad

Well I went to see him. He said he loved me and I said it back. I cried and I do love him, but I don't know if I can handle only being able to see him once a week for ten years.